11 months, 1 week & 3 days..

U may be wondering whats the title say rite? Its about a guy who came into my life and make my life more completed than ever. He is my one and only Amir Rashidi.


Its him up there.. he means so much to me.. nobody can compares to him.. my heart is totally lock to his.. and i am the luckiest girl to have him in my life! he is my precious! i love u bby! i really do!

bby, if you r reading this, i just wanna tell u how much i really love you.

There r so many things I want to tell you..
yet so many things I wanna hide..

Do you remember that time?
on our very first date
when we were sitting so close..our hands touching..
and the only thing that matters the most to us
was each other..
and in those moments as if I felt the world stopped..

That's when I realized,
I'd rather sit next to u there,
rather than be with anyone else..

We started out as a friend..
but every time i lay my eyes on u,
my love keeps on growing and growing...
I can't pretend and hold on to my feelings no more..

I tried to shake it off..
but the truth is..
i can't..
I just Love You..

I can't forget the way u look at me,
whenever u talk to me..
whenever u made little jokes about me doing
something stupid :D

The way u played with my tudung
whenever i got it fixed..
just to irritated me..

The way u did silly little things
just to make me smile..

The way u gave me little embraces
just to make me laugh endlessly..

The way u would laugh at all my corniest jokes
as though you'd never heard anything funnier..

The way u glances at me from way across the room
just to check if i was still sane :DDD

The way u picked little fight
just so we could make up...

The way u would call me up
at the most ungodly hours..
just to see how i was doing.......

The way that u just don't care about what
anybody thinks..
even though that's what i pretend to be..

The way u lift me up
when i was down..

The way u tell me that I'm pretty
even though the world thinks I'm not...

The way u would wish on all the stars
just to find out if wishing was real...

The way u love unconditionally all
the people u care about
especially me..!

Those are just the things i just can't even dream of forgetting about u..

Because underneath all of the laughs
all the pain
all the moments we've been through..

I fell in Love..

but it's not just about what u did,
what u do..
it's because who u were then,
who are now
and
who u will be..

also who u aren't..
I Love You
despite all of your flaws!

I just Love you..
and loving someone ..
never needed any explanation..

bby,
i must have sound like such a fool..
letting u in my most hidden emotions

but i dont care!
i care for you..
be there for u whenever u need me..
through anything and everything
and i want to be by ur side for as long as i live..

forever my love is only for u!