When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you.

Assalamualaikum awak. :)

First of all, saya nak ucap terima kasih atas perkenalan yang 'unplanned' ni. hehe
Syukur Alhamdulillah saya dapat kenal dengan awak. Tak rugi rasanya. Awk buat saya tersenyum.
Erm...awak, saya buat post ni dengan reason sebab saya tak reti nak luahkan through verbal but dari menulis macam ni, InsyaAllah saya boleh.

Maafkan saya pasal smalam awk (20/7/2012). Cerita dia mula macam ni, lepas subuh, saya tido balik tetapi saya tak leh lelapkan mata saya. Hati saya berkata-kata 'pergi ipoh'. Macam-macam saya fikir mase tu awak. Sekali....kita plak ada salah faham sikit, lagi la buatkan saya nak pegi sana. Dengan jiwa & hati yang kental, saya pun 'gamble' gi sana. Sampai awak mara saya. hehe. Degilkan saya ni awak. ^_^

Perasaan saya mase tu happy pun ada risau pun ada. Mase kat RnR Tapah, saya call awak, saya dengar suara awak saya takut, takut sangat-sangat awak marah. Tapi saya nak jugak bagi tau awak saya kat mane so awak tak risau. Awak mesti stress kan? :p

Masa jumpa awak kat petronas tu. Sampai-sampai je bukan nak bagi salam :( trus kene marah "awak buat keje gila kan!". hehe. Dalam hati saya nak je gelak. Comotnye awak mase tuh. Dengan kapas dalam mulut. Cian dia. Sakit eh? Saya suke awak marah saya, sebab saya tahu awak ni jenis yang sangat caring tak kira kat sape-sape pun. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Then awak tanye saya nak gi mane, saya takde nak gi mane-mane. Memang nak jumpa awak before puasa. :) Pastu awak ajak gi umah awak, Ya Allah, nervous nye saya awak. Mase dalam kereta, saya nyanyi kuat-kuat awak tau tak. Semua sebab nak hilang kan nervous tu. Tapi tak berjaya, makin dekat makin nervous. haihh :(

Lepas bersalaman dengan mama awk and adik-adik awk, awak marah saya lagi. :(
awak : "nape diam?"
"segan" jawab saya.
awak : "tulaaa...datang lagi..padan muka. kejap lagi ayah balik. ayah garang."
Dalam hati saya, "sampai hat awak..:("

Awak, saya segan bila awak tenung saya. :p

 Bila ayah awak balik, dia nasihat semua tu hati saya tersentuh sangat. :') Saya nampak 'the other side of u, the different one'. Something yang orang lain tak tau. Kata-kata ayah awak bagi semngat kat saya. Lagi membuatkan saya tak nak give up dengan awak. Lagi membuatkan saya nak dekat dengan awak. Nak kenal awak. Biarpun awak cakap awak macam-macam and nanti saya akan rimas dengan awak, saya tetap dengan decision saya.

Selagi hati saya tetap pada Allah, saya tetap nak rapat dengan awak. Saya tau Allah kenalkan saya dengan awak bersebab. Awak, saya tau Allah akan kuatkan hati saya, saya tau jugak Allah akan tinggikan tahap kesabaran saya, InsyaAllah. Kalau awak merajuk, saya always pujuk awak, saya tak janji yang saya boleh buat awak happy, tapi dengan izin Allah, InsyaAllah saya akan buat awak senyum.(saya suka awak manja dengan saya sebab saya syukur yang saya jadi pilihan hati awak sebagai tempat awak bermanja)

Terima kasih atas perkenalan 4 hari kat penang. :p tak sangka perkenalan tu membawa sesuatu yang indah dan yang lebih mendekatkan kita terhadap cinta Allah. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

Banyak benda yang masih saya tak kenal tentang awak. Kenapa susah sangat saya nak baca awak. Awak lain. (tetbe rasa mcm dlm satu scene dalam Twilight, awak tu Bella Swan and saya ni Edward Cullen<--- dlm bnyk2 org edward tak dapat nak bace bella) Sebelom ni, kalau saya tengok seseorang kaum adam saya boleh tau perangai dia macam mane. Tapi bukan awak. Susahnya awak ni. Tapi benda tu lagi membuatkan saya tertanya-tanya and nak dekat dengan awak.

Awak, kalau ikutkan hati, awak deserve yang lebih baik, lebih cantik. Tapi saya tak tahu kenapa dengan awak, Allah bagi saya sifat keberanian lain macam. ish..haha. Saya tak menyesal dengan pemberian tersebut. :)

Awak.. Sekarang dah masuk waktu zohor. Saya solat dulu ye.

Terima kasih awak. btw keluarga awak, MasyaAllah, indah.
Assalamualaikum.

Ya Allah, kau permudahkan lah segala perjalanan hidup ku, sihatkan lah mama abahku, tetapkan iman didada kami, jauhilah kami dan umat-umat islam yang lain dari hati yang busuk, dari sifat yang buruk, dari bersangka buruk, tinggikan lah tahap kesabaran di hati kami, janganlah engkau jadikan kami seseorang yang rugi.

Hey boy, when you look at me that way I can hardly breath
I know your smile like the back of my hand
Do you understand?
Want you to be my man, boy.
Ain't no other one for me
Close enough to touch, but still so far away
Probably never knew, I felt this way

I wanna be the first thing on your mind in the mornin'
One who knows it's you when you're callin'
Girls who dries your tears when they're fallin'
I wanna know you like that
I wanna be the one you run to when things get crazy
The only girl that you call your baby
One whose always got your back
I wanna know you like that

I've been waiting for so long and
What I feelin' is so strong
Don't leave me here on the edge of my dream
Will you be there for me?
Baby make me believe you're the one for me
Tried to show you how I feel
But the words got in the way
Still i gotta let you know what I'm tryin' to say

I wanna be the first thing on your mind in the mornin'
One who knows it's you when you're callin'
Girls who dries your tears when they're fallin'
I wanna know you like that
I wanna be the one you run to when things get crazy
The only girl that you call your baby
One whose always got your back
I wanna know you like that

I'll hold it down when times get rough
I'll teach you all about my love
Cause half your heart just ain't enough to make me happy
Tell me bout your deepest dreams
Your hopes and fears and everything
Cause that's the way that it should be
Baby you and me

I wanna be the first thing on your mind in the mornin'
One who knows it's you when you're callin'
Girls who dries your tears when they're fallin'
I wanna know you like that
I wanna be the one you run to when things get crazy
The only girl that you call your baby
One whose always got your back
I wanna know you like that

I wanna be the first thing on your mind in the mornin'
One who knows it's you when you're callin'
Girls who dries your tears when they're fallin'
I wanna know you like that

I wanna be the first thing on your mind

hey bloggers! Miss me? i know u would.. teeheee :D There's nothing much i could say.Anyway, since my last update, i haven't wrote anything worth reading. Maybe for these semester break i'll try my best to write as frequent and as fun as i can. No promises though!

FYI, i just finished my third semester degree. Sorry that i didn't get the chance to tell u guys that i got the offer to continue my studies. Wonder what course it is? I'm taking my degree in Culinary Arts. where? The same place where i studied for my diploma. UiTM Pulau Pinang. Great place, great environment, great friends and awesome lectures! :D

erm..i'm getting tired actually. Since i've been driving for hours and its getting late anyway. I need my beauty sleep too. :p I'll update more tomorrow morning! nyte love!

imy!